I will reblog this every time.
I can’t believe this was a year ago…
that we made is so far.
most
leave me once they see me. finally get to see the mess I’m in. but he
stayed. sure it was crazy. sure it wasn’t perfect. but he stayed with
me.
the constant reminders of “i love you” “you’re so Beautiful”
cute gifts and little things that make me laugh
buying each other dinner and watching movies
taking me to my first drive in… actually.. there was so many firsts with this man that I can’t even count.
from
the moment I first saw him dance in person it was like a movie.. an
electric current flowing through my veins. our eyes locked and for some
reason
it felt like we both knew where we were heading.
I
believe the most important one, is a first time that someone ever made
love to me. (I know too much information but I don’t mean it like that
entirely) I mean.. with his eyes, words, goofy mannerisms, anger, all of
the above.. no matter what at the end of it all.. I can see that he
still loves me. even when he’s mad at me it’s because he cares. it’s
frustrating and it’s something Ive never been accustomed to.
weird
ways of showing it at time but were very different and that’s where
accommodation comes in. and it’s worth every little minute of
frustration.
I’m for once not just some piece of meat on the
side whenever someone wants..or just someone to put down or ignore… be
their wall to talk to but never be heard.
for the first time no one is pressuring me to do things I don’t want to.
we’re friends.. best friends..
but we’re lovers too.
This day Is so … Important to me.
so please excuse me if I run away for a little while from all this mess..
i just want to be with my love.
Because I’m In love.
tomorrow oh how I can’t wait
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